Including AI version
There is a verse in the bible (Deuteronomy 31:8) which is one I utter quite often. “I will never leave you nor forsake you“. This is part of the verse, where Moses is giving his ‘last’ instructions indicating that he won’t be crossing the Jordan with them. Instead, they shall go up without panic, not being afraid while they trust and know that He is with them. And in Hebrews, we read this verse once more with other instructions or sacrifices which are pleasing to God. As things are repeated in the Bible, then we know the importance of such a statement.
But now, why then do I sometimes feel dread hanging over my head? For no aparant reason whatsoever. Why am I not a 100% confident all the time, indicating my complete and utter trust in the Lord?
Possible Explanation
Turns out, even though my essence is spirit, my body and flesh are also contending for my soul. So me myself and I, the real me, is spirit whilst my body and flesh and soul are also part of the package.
This makes it a contest of who yells the loudest and therefore who will win the battle.
By constantly (and I mean constantly!) marching around and policing in my head, I can give my spirit the upper hand in managing me, my future, my relationship with God and everything in between. This sounds exhausting, and to be honest it actually is, no doubt about it.
BUT. And that’s a big but right here. I have to look at the promise, that this is something I’m learning. With time, I will find it easier to let my thoughts run free in my head 24/7 so that it will become second nature.
Now I know, that I don’t usually go deep on the above mentioned subject. Mainly because it’s my belief, my journey and might therefore be difficult to understand. But this time, I did this as a test as well. I wanted to see this text (which is written out of my heart), if I plug it into ChatGPT instructing it to make it more formal or more casual or more enjoyable to read! So, we ready? Then here it is!!!
ChatGPT version
When Faith falters: where is God?
Deuteronomy 31:8 holds a promise I often cling to: “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” These words were spoken by Moses as he prepared the Israelites for his absence, assuring them that God would lead them across the Jordan. He urged them to trust, not fear, for the Lord was with them. This powerful promise resurfaces in Hebrews, paired with guidance on living a life pleasing to God. Its repetition in Scripture underscores its profound significance: God’s unwavering presence is a cornerstone of faith.
So why, at times, does dread linger over me for no apparent reason? Why don’t I feel 100% confident, fully reflecting my trust in the Lord? The answer lies in the ongoing battle between spirit, flesh, and soul. While my true essence is spirit, my body and flesh constantly vie for control. It’s a tug-of-war, with each part trying to overpower the other. To let my spirit lead, I must vigilantly monitor my thoughts—constantly ensuring they align with God’s truth. It’s exhausting, no doubt. But there’s hope: this is a learning process. With time, I trust it will become second nature, freeing me to walk more confidently in faith and connection with God.
Normally, I don’t delve too deeply into topics like these. It’s a personal journey—my faith, my experience—and not always easily understood by others. But this time, I decided to approach it differently, almost as an experiment. I wanted to see how a piece of writing, poured straight from my heart, could be transformed if I asked ChatGPT to make it more formal, casual, or simply more enjoyable to read. So, are we ready? Let’s find out—here it is!
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